Revelation

 

To Ferdiand of Navarre

To Fools of Neverland

 

 

          Inopportune is Providence’s blessing  upon lofty souls

                      Netting  tight a fate unwieldily starts

                      Let Eros but cast off armored night shields

                      Undaunted are thine longing tacit hearts

 

         Valianctly thou fight the lingering peril looms

                      Woeful eyes rest upon the story refrained

                      In the nothern sky the falling star illumes          

                      Thy princely purpose betokens Nirvana gained 

 

          Had she plunged into Hades for thy sake, till

                       Serendipity chants with heavenly hearald

                       Hold the faith, ere the pilgrimage to fulfill

                       Eternity shall be engraved in yonder world

 

          Not a single moment hath her passion ceased

          Getting nowhere but  vain  folly indeed

 

 

 

By Petite Ange 妃妃

 

春日风起云起，酣眠不得，闲情涣散，嗻语谁人听。缀耕论文，胡乱商籁，寓兴遣怀，得与不得，全在读者。是为愚乐...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

两天独守空寝,效率奇高,共看了半篇散文翻译.李大钊先生的"今", 其中一句这样"... because the present is where all the past empties itself or, in other words, where lies hidden the entire legacy of the past." 果真如此吗, ＂茫茫千百万劫＂皆终结于此刻，万物便憩于股掌了．可若是史料遭了中风，影像患了白内障，记忆得了贫血，又当怎样．．昔和今同样难把握，似水年华何堪追忆

 

收起呻吟，收集文思，下篇要写与＂二奶＂教授的共餐记．

Yesterday my soul was tinged with buoyancy. The weather being cooperative, sunshine shined, tailwind tailed. River meandering, willow sprouting, butterfly fluttering, a promising spring day and promising it was.

 

Mama text-messaged me in the morning, offering her maternal love that I shall always treasure, some former classmate promised to be the first to say happy birthday and I did get it, the wishes from friends and relatives were more than I could contain. Bless you all…

 

Here I pay special thanks to Sis Rebecca, Michelle and Shock, such hearty affection and concern from you kindled and exhilarated my day. The book that I have long coveted <<中国古代服饰研究>> by 沈从文 is now resting in my palms, the aroma of paper and black type so intoxicating… I was told that you decided not to leave any inscription in case I wouldn’t like, in fact I really love the words you came up with…

 

Enming Wang said that we are now living in the confined regiments on campus, but I like it here. Perhaps I oversimplify life or life oversimplifies me. I know there is the real jungle we have not yet set foot on and we are prone to the thorns on the path. But I’ll still take pains to depict this new chapter with a pen of innocence and pure conscience.   

 

 

                                                                                                                                                                                       Mar. 7

　　 最近开始补journal, 回看彼时澎湃时涂下的文字，晃如经年...那些关于predestination,关于soul，关于eternity的乱弹狂想不知算不算乔老说的confidentiality,若是且便宜了他，权做当初欲拟藏尾歪诗戏他邪恶想法的补偿．不过也多亏了油田先生，能借机抒发过剩无益伤神之思．人真是有意思，一旦埋下了什么就铲除不去，钳制着灵肉，要剥茧抽丝再等它升华，却发现独少了原初的味道...

　　又是新年来到，感觉除了记忆的大门换了道符，该这样还是怎样，以前很喜欢所谓的resolution,　以为自此就洗了心革了面．其实以后的事还是交给god dispose．手里有的只是当时．当时是好的，可以率性所至，可以讲不负责任的话，可以幻想二十一岁的时候蹬着高跟掷地有声地招摇，把自制的歪七碎八的巧克力塞给人家，然后走进了现在．

　　忽然想到翻译课上Hemingway的A Very Short Story，大家听得很有感触的一节课．个人总觉得还可以再短一些，男主人工替Luz查房的时候故事便可终了．后来吴赟说得太动情，到She knows it was for the best那句我几乎落泪，战争，距离，微小的爱情，花零人亡不相知，八分之一的冰山，自作聪明把题目翻成＂短恨歌＂..后来觉得连哭的资格好象都没有的，所以要把故事停留在上半段．

　　想到上元节太平带着昆仑奴面具和薛绍邂逅，四目相对，心神荡漾，最好此时就戛然而止，也不会生出多少的祸端．

　　又记起当时一个亲戚和她相好的请我吃饭，害我羡慕得只好拼命吃水煮鱼小龙虾．如今这位佳人又调头玩起了异国恋情，把从Disneyland寄来的玩具作头像，要与君＂携手共创明天＂，还美其名曰将来我出国有靠山．我虽还是欣羡的，然而总是水煮鱼来得比较地道．．．

　　我们总是喜欢舍近求远，总是苛求明日好与今日，大概是Russell分析的acquisitiveness本性作祟了．　　

　　当时只道是寻常...纳兰的词最近好象被引滥了，那就不免俗．

　　

　　

　　文思枯竭好一阵，上面写的可能不知所云，妄想最好在附近觅到象Castalia这种灵感之泉的涓流，补补灵性，想来想去只有学生河，哎，出过人命的，听说又是殉情...

　　

　　　　不消说我也知道你说的是谁，心照不宣很好

        Shawshank's Redemption

　　这部饱盛赞誉电影最近才看，此前听周围人谈及此片神情都会肃然起来,估计非同一般；二者因迷越狱自然想把前前后后旁系末支都挖出来才罢休,外加我们的Wentworth是Stephen King的忠实拥趸，那么爱人及书的精神再移植到改编电影上也是常情…（果然有内在的勾连，高jian）溢美之词就毋庸赘述了，只觉得这是本人看过的最成功的改编电影之一，两个多小时一气呵成的感动，性灵的洗濯，不免心有戚戚，那盒底的hope任何时代都有慑人心底的力量．片中感触最深倒不是Andy冲破囹圄在雨中的场面，而是反复出现Red假释的申请，他折射主人公的光似乎更加耀眼． 对Morgan Freeman不露痕迹的演技叹为观止，Freeman真是个好姓…如果说看《约翰克利斯朵夫》可以让人的灵魂崇高一倍，那么这电影或许可以抬升半倍，前者我现在也看了四分之一，算算……

　　

　　旦复旦兮

　　上周六确实是个逛书店的好天气，复旦的学生街熟门熟路，学人，罗素，心平都是好地方，学者学究学痴你都领略得到。市侩的书碟小贩也滑舌可爱，大概是沾了点墨香气的缘故。满眼的美文，只恨荷包不够鼓。一直觉得杨浦大学城的学生精神面貌比我们高，眼神清泠泠的，书卷味浓浓的。上午和姐姐淘了不少，考完试又直奔老地方，无奈伊人有约，只身前往，不过其中还有和晓燕，狼爷爷共同漫步公园的插曲，委实长见识。

选择书的时间应该比看书的时间多的，贩卖知识的时间比悟得智慧的时间也是多的。

　　

    絮絮了半日，只是想说La vie est ailleurs, la vie est ici, la vie est partout...